philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

sometimes i just dont get the human species. i hate it when ^^^^^^^ gets irritating. ^^^^^^^ gets angry at just little things, and ^^^^^^^ dont know when to stop when the things just get dry. for example, somethings that was said ten days ago, ^^^^^^^ just suddenly talk about it, teasing people about it, and ^^^^^^^ will be really relentless. it gets really pissing. sometimes that person will just keep talking, and talking and talking and talking when you just want peace because you're really irritated by the day's schedule. i mean, that person isnt sensitive at all. yes, ^^^^^^^ is sensitive to that person's ownself only, that person dont even care if he/she hurts you or something. it really sucks. sometimes, i wonder how i can tolerate ^^^^^^^ without blowing my top off. ):

i was so bloody sleepy today, all i wanted to do was just to crawl into my little homey burrow, under the blankets in my pjs, and aircon switched to 16 degrees...
i feel so miserable. im in so much misery...
he didnt even cast me a second glance much?! i cant believe how life can suck so much. i guess i must really wonder who he likes. maybe he wasnt even implying me... *sob* that aint that much of a surprise is it? ):

guess i'll just get over it wont i? i hopefully will thou...

I WONDER...
**adapted from i wonder by the diffuser.**

And I wonder if you ever think about me anymore,
And I wonder if you ever think about me when your bored,
And I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York

And I wonder if you still think Avril writes her songs for you,
And I wonder if the reasons why you left me were untrue,
And I wonder if you give her more excuses from the ones I got from you

Because...
Boy you mean
So much to me
I wish that we..
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
Still I'm staring in my coffee cup it's six A.M.
And I cannot give.. up

And I wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred,
Did my drunk compelled confessions sobered up completing hard
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still I feel so far

Because...
Boy you mean
So much to me
I wish that we..
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
Still I'm staring in my coffe cup at six am
And I cannot give.. up

Boy you mean
So much to me
I wish that we could start it over
I dont need your sympathy or apologies
....no more

Boy you mean
So much to me
I wish that we..
Could start it over, start it over
I don't need your sympathy or apologies
I just want you here with me

^*--- hiL ---*^

spinning a tale ; @ 5:48 pm
hidden agendas and stolen kisses;