philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

you know, when you expect someone to just do something simple, like, for example, telling you that she/he's gonna go to somewhere, instead of just leaving you without telling you or even informing you, and the person just does the otherwise? if you get what i mean. it's really pissing, y'know.
and to think that you and that person was your good friend - before he/she ditched you because he/she wanted to go back to his/her original clique?
god,
i just hate those people, they're just simply unreliable? if you get what i mean.
i just dont understand why do they have to do those kind of things?
AARHG... arhg... i must forgive and forget. but d'you know how hard is it just to try to forgive and forget? forgive i can, i might be able to do so, but forget? that's impossible!

anyway, i just cant stand it anymore, i just dont like it in my cca. i hate it when they dont even tell me what's going on in the cca, what decisions are they making. only A [i bet you know who you are (: ] tells me what's going on. at least she's someone i can rely on. *sighs*
i really somehow just dont really wanna care much about cca anymore. the Os are, like, so soon, and i really need to get at least an average.
ahhhh....!
i sooo need to breathe in and out.

ohhh... and this other person, M, she needs to solve how she should treats her friends. obviously she has no idea how to treat all her friends. one moment, she can be your really good friend, 'buddy' with you, and the next, she ditches you for others. im not jealous or anything. im PISSED. people have feelings, woman. she's not the only one with feelings.
honestly, if she's sooo gonna continue treating her friends like that, she can so say hasta-la-vista to her friends. she sooo wont get any REAL friends. honestly.

ah well,
sad story of my life.

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spinning a tale ; @ 8:36 pm
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