philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Friday, February 03, 2006

i wonder what's going on
i wanna know why.
i wont wanna lie
not anymore
they treat me like nothing
but they cant erase the ink
i wont be the one anymore
i wont wanna wait anymore

they need to see what they're doing me
im no longer the little girl they used to know
i wont kneel
i know i'll heal
i dont need them
i'll be strong
to hold this long
enough for me to leave
for me to be
what i want
to see what i want.

they wont understand me
they never did
the relationship we had between us was broken
like a pencil lead
but the one that they broke the most
was me
they cant do nothing about it
all i wanna do is just scream
nothing will help it
not even my favourite ice-cream

me you them they
why should i care
when all they do is stare
when i needed them the most
i wont be the one waiting for the sorries
nor the apologies
i dont have the patience anymore
i tolerated
too long for me to go on anymore

i cant be bothered
i wont even be bothered
i'm stuck in a world
where i was stuck in by a small mistake
it makes life never
im dying to get out
but they hold the key

im waiting
soon i'll be able to escape
to a world i was meant to be
i wont see
what's their reasons
never anymore
im sick
im tired
of all their shit
this is the final straw
just before i break the law.

spinning a tale ; @ 10:13 pm
hidden agendas and stolen kisses;