philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Saturday, April 29, 2006

yesterday i was over at charmaine's house with huiyi, shiying, nasri, brandon, and puaykeat. funny it is making a cake. huiyi and puaykeat are my parents!! (: huiyi my papa, puaykeat my mama. LOL. funny lah! we had lunch over at al-ameen (or whatever the name is) and ryan joined us. (i shant say what happened), and it just suddenly rained. how nice, to suit the mood. after lunch, ryan went off first, and the rest of us went to shop and save to get the items that we needed for the oreo cheesecake. it's hilarious, nasri playing pranks on huiyi, shiying, and this unsuspecting auntie looking at cereals or somesort. i had a good laugh. (:
i had to lie to my parents, and im completely not proud of it, but if not, my head's gonna be CHOPPED off by my 'rents.
i just realised how troublesome girls are, thou im a girl. i guess everything's all mixed up. problems surfaces, unhappiness affects everyone. i guess that's why people are more suicidal at the age of 16. the big Os. ohgod. talking about exams, i HAVEN'T STUDY YET!!

hnwe i tfsri asw oyu
i enevr inctdoe yuo
btu sa item ogse yb
i sgeus uyo onrwg otin em
i elki uyo
ubt i evrne gtohhut ouyd eb imen
fi i asw ot ehva oyu
i egsus di deid
utb onw htat ewve gto hetoegrt
gshint enrve gto atth tgohu
tbu onw i nkwo on ogdo tgshni tlsa oefrvre
i enevr oghthut i hldow ahev htis eifglen
gbnei otnr prata
mi rorys i flet ouy ni tihs wya
ubt i ndto htikn i anc sya i yutrel ma rosry
etehrs hngtion i cna od
lal tohes tssers lpigin pu
i iwhs i acn tjsu ncoeacertnt no eno htgni
ujts neo thgni tath lwli pervo htme lal grown
i odtn atwn tsih ot cnuoetni nya lneogr
tis ont yoln rhuigtn oyu
btu em oto
i sguse i tshuonld ehva gto msfyle niot tshi sesm
btu i ncat yas i nddit nawt ot
gtshni rea ngtgeit uot fo ahdn
rthut amy ti eb etdets
ubti owndre
iosesmtme i ntdo dutedrsnan twahs iwht oyu
amyeb i rty ot ahdr ot rudnesadtn
ubt i atcn gte oyu
dna entihre acnoyu gteme
miont edentepnd
mi pItdNendene
i odtnilke yrglien no epoelp
nda i ekpe ym eflisegn oty mesfl
indot erlvae ti
adbi envre hdataht itnrtese ni oidgn os
waht uyo ese sitn hwta ierlayl ma
oyu awtn emot asy htose owsrd
btui odtn wnatot
sit ton ym tepy
nda i ndot elvi oteahr tsheo rwosd
ahrldy nayoen okswn hwtai laelry ma
hwta i lrayel tnaw
etsho hwo era my etpy wkons
nda etohs rea noly fawe
miont lbaimgn oyu htta oyu ondt udnedsartn
tbuyuo wnto nuredsatdnem
inmto hwtayuo ihtkn ima
yuoamy thkni miti
bitu ndot tihkn os
mirorsy ofr mkiagn oyu lfla htat dalby
misrory fro mkaing oyu htnik htat awy
msriory rof amikng oyu hntik taht i eknw
tehawy otrbake htat ahert foyuors
igseus minto ryeda
renve aelrly erayd
ambye i siltl ilev ni hte gae rehew mi noyl esvne
btuwahst eth ibgedal
mbeay fater teh mjaosr
myabe iltleb ym wilhsuf tihnikgn
ubmytbae yuodve dmvoeno
lileb yhpap ofr oyu
i wtnomaek oyu efle liyutg
meaby yb tehn iedv mvdoe nooto
maeby tenh eidv ufdno moeosne eesl
i sgseu i venre dha eth aiedfo gtnetiogen
di arhtre dei tahnog trhuohg tath hroirbel
hroilrbe xepeceinre
i sihw etsho dyaswneh ewrewe sujt firsedn
onhtnig omre, ohtnniglses
i ownedr fi ewcnaeb htta gaain
ontsrnisg atathcde
i smsi taht efenlig
fi ether swa a palce ni ym haetr
di gvie ti otoyu
ubt ont nwo
ont hnew etvyegnhris rmcubilgnndwo
ym dfecnese aer ewaekingn
ym iecs mleitgn
nad noeady, ym lfliel edn
oednya, diwnko fiteh cohiec i amde aws itrhg
ubt vene fiti nwsat
i heavot ilev htwtiath echcio
itown ergertti
dyuoahev vomendo
nadid eb phapy froyuo
i woudlev tlso ymimnd
tnhinikg fo wath ot od
btu isuges ihstsi eth afiln edicsnoi
inwot sya mcumhnore
iacnt
nad i odnt nwtaot
siwhi htis wudol ehva dtruen uto idfefertnyl
fro htbo fosu
ubthits iwshsat hltreseut
ofr mvoign ni oto afts
misroyr
ubt i owtn wdela no ti naylnorge
nadiehpo oyu notw oto

if you really care for what i want to say, you'd have deciphered everything here.

oh well. life just is that way. (:

spinning a tale ; @ 9:07 am
hidden agendas and stolen kisses;