philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Thursday, June 01, 2006

im having the worst headaches and sore throat (although i still can talk, but it comes out like croaks... maybe not) and a 38 degrees fever.
lucky me.
i owe it all to fellow mate, Dylan. bloody idiot, (just jokin'!) he made me shout on the phone for thirty minutes during a heated discussion about sugarcult and coldplay. seriously, i think sugarcult is hotter than coldplay.
i nearly died in school. i couldn't help it. i wasn't in the mood to study, i was almost dead from the sore throat and killer headache. i mean, i'll be the first person to die from sorethroat. really.
anyway, i keep thinking about what that coach said on the talk i had on monday, 'if you keep saying you'll fail, you'll definitely fail'
so why am i still around when i keep saying i'll die?
something i needa think about.

Rihanna - UNFAITHFUL

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company

He's more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that the sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer

our love
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)

No no no

Yeah eah eah...
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spinning a tale ; @ 6:04 pm
hidden agendas and stolen kisses;