philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Friday, June 16, 2006

sometimes life just leads me to wonder why on earth am i here. why does everything has to be so tough, so unfair. to me, it's like a pain in the gut sometimes to know that what you want to do is just a small footstep away, but you're just so hapless to reach for it, because someone's always there to stop you from reaching that goal. it kinda just want to make you just give everything up, what ever that you've painstakingly built up, everything that you've done, and all the effort that you put in.
it's raining now, and it's just so dandy, raining during the right mood. life is just so unfair. wonder where's the storybook fairytale happy ending that promised me a happy ending in life is.
heard from an old mate, and he's going through trouble. i wonder how appreciative his ex was. sometimes it just leads you to wonder why on earth are there such people who will do such things, to break people's heart. leads you to wonder why on earth people use people, as though the other party had no feelings.
anyway, tang hui yi. you owe me! remember what you said. and DON'T GET YOUR EYES GLUED ONTO SOME OTHER GUY! WE'RE SUPPOSE TO BE HIPPY SPINSTERS WHO MIGRATE TO AUSTRALIA AND GET ALL HIPPY AND COOL AND GET REAL WICKED BOYFRIENDS AND STAY IN THAT AWESOME HOUSE THAT WE OH-SO-CAREFULLY PLANNED OUT! hahaha.
and dylan, i'm alright. i hope. no worries yeah?

Disconnected - Lindsay Lohan

Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've got a dry kind of thirst, when drenched
On sunny days, all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under

And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when it's my turn to seek
My only belief is not to have faith in believing
Before I begin, I'm over
(disconnected)

CHORUS
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

Quietly loud while noisily silent
Keep holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
(disconnected)

**CHORUS**

I just wanna live my life sedated
Cause I love driving myself away
Disfunctionally sane, dont give a damn
I can't comprehend what I understand

Disconnected
Broken off again
(oh yeah)and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm
Disconnected
Broken off again
and I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself
(disconnected)
Numb in pain again
I always backtrack forward
Cause all in all, I'm disconnected

spinning a tale ; @ 9:01 am
hidden agendas and stolen kisses;