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Monday, January 29, 2007

i'm thinking of skipping school tomorrow. it ends at 5 for goodness sake. and i want to sleep. oh goodness. i think i'll grow fat one fine day. all i do is, eat sleep and go to school and skip cheena and pe and math. that sums up practically all my life doesn't it ?
anyway, i was at IMM just the other day, on saturday. i went to f.o.s. and saw this totally gorgey abercrombe and fitch beach shorts and i fell in love with it. i wanted to try it on, but it was like, what?, size 0 and size 2? i mean, please! i don't think i'm that skinny! anyway, here's the good part, well for me. i went to try size 2 and ohmygod! it fits! and its still LOOSE! i was literally jumping around in the changing room for goodness sake! a size 2!

oh my goodness, i hate leonardi! he bloody WITHDREW from MI! that evil mean. F***Face. totally mean, totally evil. leonardi! don't go! don't leave KELINE alone! keline and i snatched the first withdrawal form from him when he took it from ms yap, (no, not me. im not that.. ahem) but he, oh god, that wise crack, went to tell ms yap and took out, guess what?, yes, another piece of withdrawal form. seriously, why does she has to back up the number of forms?!
and that mean old wise ass went to keep it into his pants pocket. good lord, who would have the nerves to go grope his pants for that piece of scary white paper?!
anyway, it was leonardi's last day today. which kinda sucks. how can he ditch jia wei and keline (and not to mention, yours truly ?!) ?! that's mean. that's evil. that's plain cold hearted! hahaha
no more people to crap around with, jiawei, no offence, but you don't have the funny expression leonardi has, and you always shoot back at us. haha.
anyways, today keline, jiawei, leonardi, ruzaini, and i stood in front of liu shuai during assembly, to hear him sing. evil i know. but i can't resist the temptation to hear him sing. it was hilarious. really.
HAHA

i need to grow slimmer! to be able to continue wearing the shorts!
but then, today i pigged out big time. for breakfast i had macdonald's, for break i had spaghetti bolognese, for late lunch i had another plate of spaghetti (homecooked this time), and for dinner i had a small portion of rice, since i hated it loads, with vege.
anyway, i dont think i wanna become anorexic anymore, or bulimic anymore. i don't think i can bear to go without food, or stick my finger down my throat. -shudders-
do you think i can try dieting ?
haha.
but then again, i don't think i can tolerate not eating some meals or going vegan to get slimmer thighs. HAHA.
well, a typical girl's wish. to be slim and prettay.
but sadly, no one can achieve that dream that easily. i'm one classic example. :D

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