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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

did you see the hurt. did you see the disappointment. it's all too much to bear. i shall now turn away.

yes people! I BOUGHT MY DARLING ROXY SANDALS! HAHAHAH!
didn't go to school today since keline had a terrible stomachache and if she didn't go, i'd be all alone-y on my own-y. keline, i hope you didn't drown yourself in the toilet! :D

so i weicheang came over to my place in the morning. i was suppose to wake him up at 0845, but he overslept even though i sent him the wake up message. he only woke up at 1000. a very far difference from the 0845 that he was suppose to wake up. haha.

anyways, i woke up at 0630 when keline messaged me to tell me that she wasn't going to school. and then... i couldn't go back to sleep anymore. spent the next four hours in bed reading my book.

and i'm telling you, yeo wei cheang has to eat cookie crisps! if he doesn't i'll forever suffer! he'll never be ticklish again! ): (NO MORE OREO-O's FOR YOU! YEO WEI CHEANG!)
anyway, wanted to leave the house earlier to meet tina, but my sister was throwing a hissy fit and i had to get her to eat her lunch or she'd end up like me with gastric and everything. so me and weicheang were late in meeting tina at far east bus stop. were in a hurry since tina was like "hurry! come quickly! there's someone here that i soooooooo do not wanna see!"
but she arrived earlier than we did.

so we went to pacific plaza to get my roxy slippers and weicheang was like "i wanna eat macdonald's. i wanna eat macdonald's!" all the way. and me and tina were like "YES! WE GET IT!"

so we got the sandals, bought ourselves macdonald's, ate fries, went to topshop at isetan at shaw towers, then went to wisma to look at more topshop earrings, then went to taka to buy more food. HAHA

ohmygoodness. i couldn't believe i queued at the wrong end of the line when i was queuing to buy the takoyaki balls. i didn't even realised it until the lady didn't take my order for such a long time. well, it's yeo weicheang's fault. keep telling me about guys only needing two balls instead of three since the takoyaki ad was "three balls for $2.20" and he was like "guys only need two balls, and one's for emergency. extra."
really.

i was so embarrassed i tell you.
anyways, tina's fully obsessed about hot dogs, fries and bread (or is it beard) papa's cream puffs, while i'm abby obsessed about takoyaki! :D

anyway, i can't believe that the results are going to be released on friday. i'm having my panic attack now. a tad too early, i know. but i can just imagine myself going into ite. which i SERIOUSLY do NOT want to. i CAN'T! my whole family's totally filled with SMARTY PANTIES people. REALLY!
okay. let's see.

cousin one: in RI
cousin two: in england studying biomed
cousin three: in australia studying i think engineering
cousin four: in england studying music
cousin five: in england studying music
cousin six: scoring all As ever since she was a baby
cousin seven: she scored higher than me in psle. what can i say?
cousin eight: got three degrees

and the list goes on and on and on, but i obviously don't wanna think about it cuz it'll just make me super depressed and everything. but then again, who can it harm if my uncles and aunties and parents are equally smart ?

uncle one: holds a phd in engineering
uncle two: studied in england
uncle three: owns his own business
uncle four: had straight A1s in O level and A level
aunt one: studied in rgss
aunt two: super brainy

and then the list goes on but i can't think anymore.

it's horrifying. what am i going to say when they hound me during chinese new year?
(i'm going to think worst case scenario)

aunt: hi hilda, how was your os? did you do well?
me: if you say getting 48's dandy, then yeah. i'm your girl.
aunt: ohh. i.. um.. oh dear. my son's calling me. i'll talk to you later
(aunt turns around and looks at my mum with sympathy.)
aunt: oh cynthia, i pity you, you spent all those money for nothing. where's hilda going to go now? (says with a smirk)

oh yeah. life's so sweet.
but i really don't wanna do badly. i have to prove my family that i'm not the black sheep in the family. really. no matter what i do, it'd be never good enough. now i wonder why.

LET'S BE INDIES! PLACE POTPOURRI EVERYWHERE! AND MEDITATE BEFORE I SLEEP. DO THE YOGA AND BEND MY BONES! THINK ABOUT PEACE AND HOW WONDERFUL MOTHER NATURE IS!
crapp..

songofobssession:
iboughtmysandals!-hilda

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