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Tuesday, May 22, 2007

i want a change of stomach. anyone?

i'm starting to freak out really bad. really really really bad. i've been failing EVERYTHING. as in EVERYTHING EVERYTHING. i'm not PASSING anything. NOTHING. NADA. it's scaring me to death. i think i made a super huge mistake to even think of going to a jc. i'm regretting it big time. -sobs- i wanna go ite now. i wish there wasn't such a thing called exams or studies. or even stress or even depression. all i feel like doing now is just crying cuz i'm so afraid of failing my exams. a subpass won't do. an E won't do either. ): i want more than a mere pass. i know i'm asking too much from myself, but i DON'T care. ):
anyway. my stomach's been aching really really badly again. therefore i won't mind going for a stomach transplant. seriously. if it'll make my stomachache better, i won't give a damn about having a permanent awful scar in the middle of my stomach. really. i wish i didn't get stomachaches. i wish such a word or condition didn't exist. ):
if only i were the queen of the world. then i would band exams, stomachaches, chinese and insects. ):
gahhhhhhhh
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entering: depression mode.

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