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Sunday, June 17, 2007

i aspire to be a dog-walker.

i'm bored. very bored. i'm left with like.. five days before exam beings and i'm still not studying hard enough. this is bad. but still, i can't bring myself to face the freaking literature text. i tried reading brave new world, but i nearly fell asleep after reading half a chapter. well, at this rate, i can say goodbye to the iPod that daddy said he will get for me if i do well.
when i try to study, i wish that i didn't have to study
when i'm not studying, i wish that i had the ability to study harder.
look at how screwed up i am.
anyway, i hate math. i don't understand what i'm doing half the time. i think i'm gonna fail math like really badly.
i hate studying. i wish i had my own world and studying isn't important. so i don't have to waste my bloody brain cells trying to figure out why x plus y is equals to 4908345.
i miss secondary school. i don't like studying in jc. it's not stressful. i just don't like studying.
anyway, daddy called the cool vs. freak t-shirt i bought from zara a rag cloth. i was so angry. aunt serena laughed and scolded dad for me. at least someone in the family knows that clothes from zara aren't rag cloth. hmmph.
i'm feeling freaking cold. the air con's blowing directly at me
but i'm too lazy to move to get the remote control even though i'm sitting on a roller chair. so i'm going to sit here and be frozen rock solid by the air con.
and i'm getting hungry, and since i'm not going to move, i'm going to starve myself. and then maybe by the end of the night i might be able to lose like 4 kg and weigh 45 only. but i can dream on cuz it took me almost three months just to lose 2 freaking kg. how pathetic.
i'm cold. i'm hungry. and i'm slowly going crazy.
help.

p.s. i'm serious about being a dog-walker. it's kinda cool isn't it. if you minus away the picking up poop part. well. dogs are cute aren't they?
i want a big furry over energetic dog. so i can force myself to go running with it everyday and get sexy legs.

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