philosophy is what you read off the cereal box

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

im going mad going mad going mad. i swear econs is going to be screwed up tomorrow.
i hate lightnings, have i already mentioned that? yes i did. but i still don't like them. they're scary and they're not nice and they kill people. thunders don't. thunders just scare people. well... maybe give those weak hearted ones a heart-attack.
anyways, i going to eat mac breakfast in like. 9 hours time. oh happyness. :D
and then i'm going to screw the econs paper up in 12 hours time.
good god, i just wish that i was back in secondary school again, hell i wouldnt mind staying back for EC all the way till 10 pm! i miss secondary school life, everything looked so much more interesting, so much more fun back then. even crash-coursing could get me 16 points. right now, according to my aunt, crash-course doesn't work in jc. oh hell. i wish i took keith's advice. i wish i listened to daddy. i wish i wasn't so obsessed about proving my parents wrong and enter jc, just so that when i was introduced to my parents friends, i would be known as john or cynthia's daughter who entered jc.
formation of an elitist society, as dad always said.
the pressure that goes onto people like me cuz i can't study is almost impossible. i don't think i can make it to the age of 18 without killing myself. maybe i can just run into the open during a thunderstorm or something. and you know what happens next. (OMG. THE FREAKING HUGE WHITE BRIGHT LIGHTNING JUST FLASHED. I JUST LOST ANOTHER TEN YEARS OF MY LIFE. THAT MEANS I AM ONLY LEFT WITH 30 MORE YEARS TO LIVE. how unbelievably retarded can i get. i hate lightnings)

i hate lightning. they're worse than thunder. i thank God for the creation of curtains. now if only the walls of buildings could block out thunders.

well. i hate life as much as i love it.

spinning a tale ; @ 1:01 am
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